haiz...its the 3rd week since 21st march 2006..and there's sitll no news at all... which i'm dying soon...everyone has started thier class and starting to absorb news knowleage where i'm am still no elsewhere..still lost...I went to see to the Section Head on 15 may and this is what she says:," your sis case is ok,i can still manage to squise her in but as for you,u got to wait patiently." not tt word,patiently again...i hv been told lots of time bout it...but yet my answer is all the same.. I pray to the god and even ask for a hint..my god says i can get in..but till now there's no news...i think my path wd be a dead one although i believe what my god says...coz i think my god just wanna let me feel good and told me that i can get in eh...which is well..fake... When is it my turn...ppl around been asking me which campus u gone to or which course r u at...but i can oni told them the real answer that im on waiting list...which is i clearly noe that they are looking down on me... And once again,im back to square-one..in the lonely and dark side of this world..which brings me back to the bad memory of when im in sec 1,which is realli horrible..and thinking abt it,and remembering im still on waiting list does hurts a lot... by the way,just bring a gd news which is half related to me,that is my sis,betty has sucessfully transfer from ITE Simei To ITE Clementi.. COngrats to her...but a sour feeling to me...T.T coz im still waiting...T.T and im blaming myself and hurting myself..pinching myself to let me remeber a lessons...a lessons tt i will never ever ever forget.... and now,this song "Had a bad day" is the song i hv been listening for quite a few months oreadi..been listening to it everyday...the melody explain my mood... Not gd... T.T T.T... ......................
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